Welcome
My name is Koen Thurlings.
From a young age, I struggled with the question of who I am, where I belong, and what my purpose in life was. I searched for answers, only to lose myself deeper and deeper.
My journey took me through many worlds, from punk rocker to gabber, from extremes to emptiness. I found brotherhood, but never a true home. I tried to fill the emptiness inside me with alcohol and drugs. With anger and hate, I looked at the world and the people around me.
I could not feel love for others, let alone for myself.